E bakit ang cute ni brent? =)

kasi kamuka ko sya!

feed me with questions people!

life's pretty much a wheel. sad then happy then sad then happy, lalala.

Yesterday was fun. It was my bestfriend's 20th birthday. Was able to catch up with what's happening on my friends lives. We've not seen each other for like a month, so the whole evening's full of kwento. I missed them, like so much. They're like my second family, They were at my side when i was down.. We might have a bit of conflict when i got pregnant but that have been fixed :)
And adam's been acting like a *$%^& again, and this is what i want to tell him: I love you too much, I've given you all of me: time, love and god knows what else. But have you even bothered to give me the time i was asking for? I just don't understand why you cannot even understand that i'm not cleaning out my name to make yours dirty. I'm just pouring out what i feel.
And just so you know boyfriend, the golden rule says "DO NOT DO UNTO OTHERS WHAT YOU DON'T WANT OTHERS TO DO UNTO YOU :)

February 24th

I`LL LET MY PICTURES SPEAK, ON WHAT HAD HAPPENED THIS DAY

 Tried using my camera again before i go to work, hoping that it would work good again.. But, na-ah, it's still uhmm, blurred T^T But that shouldn't stop me from cam whoring. xD

And those are pictures of me at work. :D

-end-

 

WHAT THE F*CK HAPPENED TO MY CAMERA T_T

Part of my everyday routine is to bring my phone inside the bathroom and have a mini concert in the shower while mp3 from phone is playing.. Just right after i take a bath, i forgot that my phone is inside my worn short's pocket, so it dropped off the floor. Noticed that the keypad got mildly broken, and since it's still working good, i felt relieved -- not until this morning. I tried taking pictures of my baby, and my cam seems blurry, so i cleaned the lens, tried taking another picture, and damn, it's still blurred so i tried fixing the settings, tried to take a picture again, ---it's still blurred, then i felt like crying T^T. Cause i don't text or call often. I use my phone for mp3 and taking pictures, that's it. And i feel like it's all useless T_T *though mp3's still okay*..

here's a picture that i took just before it got broken:

 

And it now looks like this:

 

And it's breaking my heart into pieces. T_T I now need to save my next pay out for a new phone, or maybe a digital camera. </3

PHOTO SPAAAAAAAAAAM! :D

Random photos that was taken just this week :P

 

 with ate cacai, outside national bookstore. :P

 Boyfriend (sitting) and Bruno mars, haha. (edgard)

 with boyfriend, just outside netopia (telus branch)

 Edgard's shoes (the blue one's) just fucking cool. 

 zzzebra.

 My dream to paris notebook that has just turned into my planner/journal. 

Photos on top are stuffs written  inside it.

 pens, colorpens :)

 photo spaaaaaaaaaam! haha

ate cacai

Me, and my over used, monster shirt. And my new shoes :P haha!

-END-

“I DON’T WANT TO LOSE YOU”. HIS VOICE ALMOST A WHISPER, SEEING HIS HAGGARD EXPRESSION, SHE TOOK HIS HAND AND SQUEEZED IT, THEN RELUCTANTLY LET IT GO. SHE COULD FEEL THE TEARS AGAIN, AND SHE FOUGHT THEM BACK. “BUT YOU DON’T WANT TO KEEP ME EITHER, DO YOU?” TO THAT, HE HAD NO RESPONSE. - THE RESCUE, NICHOLAS SPARKS

I was bored at work cause, there were less calls than usual, so what i did was to search on to quotes from nicholas sparks’ books. This quote hit me hard. Brought me back years ago. Nostalgia. `Twas not the time i would want to go back though. It was the saddest part of my life so far. When you know that he loves you but he is unsure of what to do. When you don’t have any idea why he has to be confused when you both know deep in yourselves that it was true, that what you’re feeling is deep and you don’t want to lose each other, but you are also not sure whether to hold on or to let go. The hardest part is you don’t know either whether to give up just because he is confused. But time answered my question why. And the answer was kind of hard to do, but it would be the best for both of you. To give both of yourselves time, and space apart. Those space won’t make you forget each other. In that space you’ll have the time to think, time to breathe and time to realize how hard it is to live life without one another. It would just make both of you strong and love each other more. But the most important is, on that time that you let each other find yourself, you’ll also learn how to love yourself first before you love someone else. And that’s what matters most.

this is illegal part 2

This is illegal because we're not allowed to access sites that are not work related--but there isn't so m uch to do now n__n, Been writing this nicholas sparks quotes on the other notebook that i have bought, cause today is CHILL MODE haha. I also made my  Dream to Paris notebook my planner/journal cause i need to be more organized. Would be logged out from work in 45 minutes.. Time seems to run slow when you're waiting for your work to end huh? T_T, And it seems to run so fast when you're just chilling out.. lifeeee.. haha!

Anyways, reading this quotes from nicholas spark's books makes me inlove even more.. It also provokes me to buy his books.. Yes, poor me, haven't read any of his books, It's just the movies that i have seen. HAHA T^T


okay, i have to go back to work.. would be back later n___n would be posting new pictures! :P