“I DON’T WANT TO LOSE YOU”. HIS VOICE ALMOST A WHISPER, SEEING HIS HAGGARD EXPRESSION, SHE TOOK HIS HAND AND SQUEEZED IT, THEN RELUCTANTLY LET IT GO. SHE COULD FEEL THE TEARS AGAIN, AND SHE FOUGHT THEM BACK. “BUT YOU DON’T WANT TO KEEP ME EITHER, DO YOU?” TO THAT, HE HAD NO RESPONSE. - THE RESCUE, NICHOLAS SPARKS

I was bored at work cause, there were less calls than usual, so what i did was to search on to quotes from nicholas sparks’ books. This quote hit me hard. Brought me back years ago. Nostalgia. `Twas not the time i would want to go back though. It was the saddest part of my life so far. When you know that he loves you but he is unsure of what to do. When you don’t have any idea why he has to be confused when you both know deep in yourselves that it was true, that what you’re feeling is deep and you don’t want to lose each other, but you are also not sure whether to hold on or to let go. The hardest part is you don’t know either whether to give up just because he is confused. But time answered my question why. And the answer was kind of hard to do, but it would be the best for both of you. To give both of yourselves time, and space apart. Those space won’t make you forget each other. In that space you’ll have the time to think, time to breathe and time to realize how hard it is to live life without one another. It would just make both of you strong and love each other more. But the most important is, on that time that you let each other find yourself, you’ll also learn how to love yourself first before you love someone else. And that’s what matters most.